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Hello everyone.

As this journal states(not my real name), a few days ago, a boy named Michael Morones tried to commit suicide because he was a brony(people who like My Little Pony). He failed in doing so, but as a result developed brain damage. He now sits in a hospital bed as his parents go limb for limb so they can pay for his hospital bills.

If you would like to help donate some money, here is the site to do so:…

I do belive that this Saturday, we are having a livestream to make profits for Michael and help pay his bills. For those who would like to know more, custom plushes will be sold at the livestream for progfits and guest star Twilight Sparkle herself, Tara Strong will be at the livestream. 

Take care guys, and keep Michael in your hearts.

Never in a long time have I been so angry at the world we live in....
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  • Eating: Chicken
  • Drinking: Pop


Harrison Carmack
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United States Minor Outlying Islands
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spaceyspaceybrianmay Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  New member Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav
AllyCatBlu Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav
CartoonWatch Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
thx for the fave
fannychichou Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav!!
Insouciancee Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014
Hi-Harri Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello, Penny.

I need a moment because I don't know what to say.

The last 24 hours have been horrible for me and life.

Last night, my mother had a reaction to the medication she was taking. She couldn't say or do anything but yell for me to call 911. I was scared, the woman that has taken care of me for the last 18 years was in pain and I couldn't do anything more to help. 

As the ambulance came and left to take her to the hospital, my grandmother had to get dressed and go to find out what was wrong. I was just about to go to bed but decided to peek if I had any mail from dA: Only one, you. It was a Feedback message where I thought it was someone saying thanks for liking my picture. But no, it was you.

I didn't know what to do. All the shit that had happened stopped when I read your name. I didn't know if I was dreaming or not, and I wanted to talk you so bad, but didn't know what to say. The last time we talked, I tried to make you mine, and look what that did.

You have no idea how bad I wanted to click reply and talk to you again, but I didn't know what to say. I looked at myself for a moment and knew I have to talk to you again, but needed to figure out what to say first, and that's what I did.

I haven't slept ever since last night, my mom in pain and I couldn't do anything. Then you came back into my life. I literately forgot about you. After I sent that message on my birthday, that was the last time I remembered you. I came home, went to dA to see if you said, and that's ok. I was an asshole and you really didn't need say anything else. It's my fault I saw you more than you were and I wish I had never done that.

After my birthday and I forgot about you, time and life went on. I still looked for a job, nothing. I went to school everyday so I could graduate, and did, but I won't be getting my diploma anytime soon. Turns out I failed my math classes. The school was nice enough to let me graduate like everyone else, but I won't be getting my diploma until I make up the math. It's funny how you plan everything out but reality checks its ugly face in everyday...ha-ha-ha...

My mother has also had trouble finding a job. She quit for some reason, don't know why, but yet she looks for jobs everyday but could never find one. Because of that, we had to move because we had no money to stay in Dallas since the apartment we were living in was an arm and a leg, so we moved back into Iowa with my brother and grandmother until we can find a place for us.

I am still looking for a job. I put in applications a week ago, haven't heard anything. I'll call in a few days to see if they ever got my application, they did, but haven't gone though it yet. So here I am, looking to something I don't know will happen.

For the last few weeks, I've been working as a writer. I figured if I can't draw, I'll use my creative talents to the world of books. My uncle, who is a well-known writer, said that it would be great for me to write, seeing my talent used for something great. I still wish to be a singer or an actor, but I can only do one at a time.

If you've had it though my small life story, please reply something cute. If not, it's ok.

I'm not asking you to feel sorry for me in anyway, I just thought I'd let you know what has happened since we stopped talking.

I really did and still do miss you, Penny. I'm sorry for everything I did wrong.

I do believe it's the afternoon where you are. I don't know when you'll get this, but if you want to talk, note me, email me, anything if you want.

I wish you the best in life and the future.


Insouciancee Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2014
Hello Harrison,

I'm so sorry to hear the news about your mother.

I truly hope she is feeling better and is receiving the proper care in hospital.

And, congratulations on graduating from high school.

It would seem I couldn't have chosen a better time to drop by your profile and boo you.

But I don't want you to read anything into it as that's just me being me.

I haven't forgotten what it is you wrote to me in your last post or of the fact I gave you a chance to prove how much you really cared for me, which obviously proved to be too much trouble for you.

You didn't prove anything to me, though, as I already knew you were only interested in me sexually which you confirmed in your last post to me, which I was obliged to hide from public view for reasons of discretion.

I don't think you realise as to how fortunate you were to have been able to have conversed with me privately as I never converse with anyone privately on the Internet as a rule.

There are two reasons why I don't converse with people privately I encounter on the Internet:

1: Most people are too unsophisticated for me

2: Most people find sweet, kind and adorable me too irresistible, so much so, they become obsessed with me, which isn't a lot of fun to have to constantly deal with all the time.

That's the reason I ended up spending so much time playing with the psychopaths at TDSF because I didn't have to worry about them becoming romantically obsessed with me.

Of course, it was not my original intentions when joining TDSF to play psyche games with psychopaths as I all had sought was some meaningless witty and clever banter.

I was thinking about posting the following Victoria's Secret video clip in an exchange I'm currently engaged in with Wufpacker on his profile because just like these Victoria's Secret models I can't sing either, however, just like them I know how to pounce around like an idiot lip syncing to some song:…

The only two models better looking than me are Adriana and Doutzen in this video.  

The reason I was thinking about using this clip in my exchange with Wufpacker is because there is a subliminal connotation contained within the title of the song and how it ends with Candice Swanepoel now dressed to kill wearing her angle wings and walking down the stairs.

When you factor in I am more intelligent than all these models combined it is not too difficult to imagine as to what it can be like to encounter me in real life especially when I switch on all the hotgirl stuff.

That's what I hide as much as I can on the Internet.

But try as I might to keep everything abstract when it comes to me on the Internet I am ultimately governed by my own reality.

When you and I first met you couldn't string two words together with me.

It remained that way with you for months until you found your confidence with me, which I partially encouraged because you were so profoundly insular when I met you.  

When I first came here to DeviantArt I found myself immersed in a troll war where it was me against 20 or 30 of them.

It was the funniest goddamn thing I've ever encountered on the Internet.

But after six weeks I had the ring leaders suspended for a month by dA Admin even though it was the funniest thing I'd ever encountered on the Internet.

It was the same kinda dynamics with the psychopaths at TDSF which is exactly the dynamics portrayed in that Victoria's Secret video clip insofar everything leads to an ultimate end with me which has me using my prowess as a woman.

I got you to come out of your shell.

The consequence of which has been I've had to endure all your tortured sexual logic regarding me.

That Victoria's Secret video is 2:53 minutes long.

The hotgirl stuff totals :03 seconds in its entirety which is way less than 1% of the duration of the video, which is a perfect fit with reality insofar as its appropriation of time.

I have no intentions of educating you how to treat a woman like me.

In that regard, you are just another misfit like everybody else I've encountered who gets fixated with the less than 1%.

But I always leave myself open to be impressed by people regardless of my past encounters with that person or persons because I appreciate most people are operating to standards set by other women they've encountered.

I'm not other women.

Impress me.
Hi-Harri Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for kind words about my mom and me graduating.

I have no way on impressing you with the events in my life, instead, I wrote about it. I read "Impress me", and seeing as I want to impress you, I can't since my life hasn't been all impressing. So I did what I thought would be impressive; I wrote you an impressive scene from one of my movie scripts.

It's my first time trying something like that, so I figured I'd send you a rough copy and see what would be needed to be improved on.

The girls in the beginning of the video look nice. For some reason, I can't see them in a bra, panties, and wings. I think ever since I "met" you and talked to you, I haven't seen woman attractive in that. I mean in the bedroom, yes, but not like that on a stage with cameras and music going off. Ever since I talked to you, I have seen the female form as more than just something to gawk at. I see women that are powerful, that they can strut their stuff and not give a fuck what people think of them.

But here I am, just a voice of a man. I think women don't care about what men think, just as long as they can get their point across. I hope I'm not offending in anyway, I've just giving up with men in general because of the trust relationship I never had with my father. I can't read a man or a woman, I'm only here to give advice and keep my nose out of people's business.

I hope my story impresses you. I was going to send it to you via note, but the note system doesn't have a documents function. Instead, I sent it to your e-mail.

I really do hope it impresses you. If not, please leave feedback on what was right and what was wrong.

It's 4 o'clock where I am. I think you're just waking up or going to bed. Either way, good night or good morning, sleep well or did you sleep well?

I'll be here...waiting...again...ok bye
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tilit11 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fav' !! ^^
Hi-Harri Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!
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